Sometimes you know an event will have an everlasting effect on you, on what you do, on what and how you think, virtually every single day for the rest of your life.
But I didn't know, and honestly, nor will most people who read this be able to imagine in which ways my life changed. Most will extrapolate their own thinking into a linear "religious", "abuse", "fantasy", "Dzogchen", "enlightenment" storyline, whatever positive or negative idea they already have in mind. But of course my life went very differently.
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