SPIRAL DOWN

What if you could pinpoint the beginning of your downfall to an exact place and a precise point in time, but simply weren't able to remember what the hell truly happened? What if your memory was a question mark with multiple choice answers, where the real one always seems to elude you? How would you know to exact revenge for all the pain you'd been through, when you don't know who caused it? Wouldn't you go out on a limb? Wouldn't you start hurting people on a little more than a vague hunch? Wouldn't you go just a little bit crazy?