One eternity before The End

Have you ever lived in hell? Im mean, not the hell where everything is on fire, where sinners are screaming and begging for pardon… Have you ever had hell in your soul? Have you ever felt like nothing will change anymore? And things would not get better? Have you ever felt like the future doesn’t exist? And you’re just living in the same day again and again? And did you ever literally fall apart inside?…